i've decided that i'm not going to make any updates about behind the coruscated window on this journal, since i feel like any updates involving this story could threaten to spoil a lot of things about it. i can't even describe what it's really about because it might threaten to spoil things. but i might make posts now and again just to let everyone know its progress: how close i am to finishing, or anything else related to this journal. but for now, no plans, no samples. just maybe an update now and again on its progress and when it's going to start. so this will probably be pretty quiet for a while. :)

as of friday, october 6th, 2006...

( the following have been cut )

but you still have a last chance to remain on board. if you want to stay, just comment to this post and you'll be added back. otherwise, please remove my name from your friends list.

for those of you who've have asked to stay, it means a lot to me, and we shall return to the updates and announcements as before.

it looks like i found my main song for codependency. darkness by darren hayes. i may use the lyrics for the cut text since there are chapters i can see titled like this.

( darkness lyrics )


i really love this song. if you get the chance, give it a listen, it's really amazing and very recommended for this story. every lyric speaks to this story in every single way.